i want to get away from here. all i would like right now is peace. there's always a storm in my mind that i can't seem to navigate. it's here and there and all over.
lately i have been feeling alone in a crowded place, a familiar sensation. why are you all the same to me? where is your sense of self? gone with a whim, loss of pride, dignity, loss of oxygen, loss of morality, loss of virginity.
loss.
where am i? i am lost. i want to go home. i want something to believe in. i don't want to be in this fake place any more, where everything is about your brand choice of cigarette, your clothes, the way you talk, your photograph collections, your band or the band you follow...
i am me.
won't be anyone else.
not for you. not for anyone.
i won't let the world be too much with me.
THE world is too much with us; late and soon,
Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers:
Little we see in Nature that is ours;
We have given our hearts away, a sordid boon!
The Sea that bares her bosom to the moon;
The winds that will be howling at all hours,
And are up-gathered now like sleeping flowers;
For this, for everything, we are out of tune;
It moves us not.--Great God! I'd rather be
A Pagan suckled in a creed outworn; 10
So might I, standing on this pleasant lea,
Have glimpses that would make me less forlorn;
Have sight of Proteus rising from the sea;
Or hear old Triton blow his wreathed horn.
william wordsworth 1806.
but i could be on the phone with you and not say anything at all, only to have you on the end of the line. that would bring me comfort.
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"but i could be on the phone with you and not say anything at all, only to have you on the end of the line. that would bring me comfort."
To be honnest i feel the same but i don't want to disturb you.
I didn't understand the all post ... What i think i do understand is : You realize that the place you been into are full of people totaly superficial .
Welcome in the real world ! Aimee remember that you need a bit of everything to make a world . What you must realize is that you don't need to leave with this people . I know that you choose your friend carefuly , then try the same when you choose a place to go out . You are a cleaver girl , don't waste your time .
And about this "storm in your mind" we all have one but we just take it diferently . Try to see your arival destination and your ship will be able too go thru the storm even if that's dificult . It seems that you always feel alone since i start to talk with you .
If you want to know who you are just do what you want or more exactly do what you feel to do . NOT WHAT EVERYBODY DO AND FOUND COOL !!!!
I find you cool if that can help you and i always considy that i have good taste about people (and clothes , food place , to leave ...)
Anyway I love you and nobody else so of course you are exeptional ! What do you think ? A boy like me can't stay with a normal girl !
I LOVE YOU
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