fools who fall in love

for the past few days I have not managed to feel much better, and besides crying until i wondered if it was even possible anyone had so many tears to cry, I have realized that broken hearts are as commonplace as a bout of flu, or catching a cold. love is part of the human condition (an abstract and rather un-definable word) and with love comes hurt. love is the most beautiful and pure emotion, which tragically goes hand in hand with hatred and brokenness. I suppose once we invest everything we've got into the enigma called love, we find that if we lose it we have nothing. i feel alone because he has left me, but i am not alone in the world, because every human being will feel this sometime. it is part of our fallen world and our capacity has mere humans, mortals and fools
who
fall
in
love.

i was waiting at the station but i didn't want the train to come. i knew what was coming, i saw it coming, but, in vain i tried to pretend it would bring you closer to me. instead, the train arrived, and it took you away on its next departure. i am sorry i tried to fix you, because i know that i can't. i wish you well, in all your endevours. i had looked forward to seeing you on your birthday. but still there has been no word.