well, for starters she jumped on a jammie shuttle without a clue as to where it would take her, but she jumped on anyway so she wouldn't look like a fool of a first year standing at the bus stop watching bus after bus go by while holding a map.
the bus,by the way, took me to tugwell and i managed to find my way from there. but for the record, don't bother asking directions there. you will be brushed off pretty quickly. it's hard to tell who's friendly and who's not, because everyone is a stranger to me. any one of them might turn nasty and bite me.
secondly i was in a flat panic after being given talk after talk about societies, student health, multiple pieces of paper and not a lot of reassurance. the world has suddenly become wide and massive - a portal that has become open to me which i have never experienced before.
there is so much happening, so many socials and parties and guys and girls and sporting events and sexual tension.
i am so overwhelmed. i could just cry.