it's been a while since europe. i miss it. home doesn't quite compare.
clyde and i went to greenmarket on friday night to a place on the square for some music. i was surprised to find it relatively unpretentious (for cape town) and pretty well-turned out, even though the clientele were mostly one small seedlings who had nice hair, or a hat, and shiny pockets.
the square is pretty at night. there's a church, like the ones in france, and cobbly stones. only because it's africa you can smell bergie piss. haha. but besides that, i found it charming.
one day when i am back in europe i will be home, home i can compare.
i guess i just want to feel at home in myself. maybe craving europe is my running away from reality. reality sucks. i want paris.