i was waiting at the station but i didn't want the train to come. i knew what was coming, i saw it coming, but, in vain i tried to pretend it would bring you closer to me. instead, the train arrived, and it took you away on its next departure. i am sorry i tried to fix you, because i know that i can't. i wish you well, in all your endevours. i had looked forward to seeing you on your birthday. but still there has been no word.